

FiendingFiending dreamingFiending
make believing Im not an addict Damn, I gotta have it
Cant let this go Cant stop its grow My wanting shows In deep depression What a sick obsession One more hit would be a blessing
Lost inside
my closed mind Peeking out behind closed blinds I sickly want it one more time
Please, set me free
let me be Cant live or breathe Im scared to death
of this drug called meth cant catch my breath
in my mental mess
Four closed i


CocaineCan't hide it Can't fight it Breathing on my back I want it I need it No way I'm going back Takes me Makes me Leaves me on the floor Holds me Molds me Cuts me to the core Shakes meCocaine
Breaks me Tightens my insides Hates me Degrades me Makes me want to die Chains me Drains me Makes me want to sin Cuts me Guts me Steals all that's within Grabs me Has me Makes me go insane Takes me
Makes me An addict to cocaine


My ContimplationI'm not alive I'm dead inside From counting all the tears I've cried And knowing I can't magnify The pain I feel from the cuts of lifeMy Contimplation
I'm falling down and reaching up With thoughts of wanting to give up While you're sitting there as I cry I'm contemplating suicide


Hidden thoughts - AnonymousLooking at you For a little too long the shape of your cheekbone Carved so beautifully So perfect Your skin So soft If only I could touch it Your smile Im captivated Your eyes Im lost Your laugh I love it You I love you But Im straight Of course I am I dont fancy you No This is a phase Itll pass Its only a phase -Kiss me please just kiss me-Hidden thoughts - Anonymous
Darling, are you ok? Im thinking of ki


TweikerThere’s a white fog in my lungs, Moving to my brain. It’s the birth of joy, That I must sustain. All these wondrous feelings Can finally truly start, With all of these ideas, I must take to heart.Tweiker
Tweiker, tweiker, tweiker, tweiker! Tweiker, tweiker, tweiker, tweiker!
Rollercoaster emotion ride, Always this strung out On elated ego boost. That’s what it’s all about. I haven’t slept in hours, I haven’t slept in years, Yet I’m not afraid, The fog smothers all my fears.
Tweiker, tweiker, tweiker, tweiker! Tweiker
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NEW GALLERY [link]
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-Seek those who desire that which is good in the world and join in the cause of happiness-
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...constant paranoia surrounds me...
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love you so much
it's make me sick.
(i'm disastrously behind in my messages)
...anyways.. much appreciated..
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All you need is ♥love♥...but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurtCharles M. Schulza♥m
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thanx for the comment!
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tonight the headphones will deliver the words I cant say.
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amor fati
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